So it's been a whirlwind of a year so far. New friends, new love, a new outlook on life...

I'll start with life. I'm not as mad anymore. Or at least I'm much more focused. I've learned so much from observation that noone even knows... when you look at certain things that you've known and relationships with people you've known for a long time you can tell certain things. And for two people one of whom I've known for 10 years, one of whom I've known for 4 or so, I realized something. I never liked them and was sick of their bullshit and how they always hurt people. They are a cancer. I have no need for people like that in my life. Liars have been cut out or are called out on a situational basis now.

Moving on, new love. What else can I say? I'm completely in love with this girl. She's my whole damn world. She's what I've been waiting for my whole life. I would die, kill, do anything for her. I would up and leave everything here for her. I just want to be with her for the rest of my life. I know with every second that passes I've been blessed with her presence and I will never take it for granted. I know that she feels the same and as I've told her, I'll never hurt her and I will love her for eternity. I would go straight to the depths of hell itself to save her if she went there for any reason.

I can't wait 'til we are married. I love you Marissa.

So this whole journal was being written in anticipation of that, so there you go. I'm a better person and I'm in love. Pretty big changes going on in The Warrior's life and I'm enjoying every moment of it.